Still smelling gas coming up from the basement, folks, and another realtor backed out on us, refusing to rent a house to us because I disclosed the toxic insulation we lived with in another rented house. I am having cardiac and lung pains, I have yet to sleep and it’s nearly 7:30AM- the gas causes me so much anxiety that my body is pumping out a ton of adrenaline into my system, making restorative sleep difficult and rare.
My ex-husband’s mother, Kathleen, a closet anti-monarchist, has more or less washed her hands of us, not so much as bothered to ask the landlord to handle this gas leak that’s slowly killing her grandkids- with greater priority. It’s been that way from the get-go, ever since they were born. Always harshly criticised for having no money when nothing was done to alleviate our financial stress. If these people were poor I could understand but this woman earned at least $60G her whole life- for a single woman- she spent all of it on herself and on gifts for her wealthy friends so they let her hang out with them.
Now she’s pulling in $4G a month and $300 of this goes to keep her alive because she never bothered to eat properly on her comfortable government salary. My grandmother and I ate much better on half that income and now we’re lucky most months if we get to eat. His father was a multi-millionaire and we had no clue before he died that he didn’t earn a modest salary.
We scrape by below the poverty line and evidently we are the trash who deserve to rot in the Nazi ovens even though her friends in government pull in millions on our backs. Apparently, we deserve it not because we have done anything wrong, but because it’s time people like her showed people like us what it’s like to suffer. (We can’t have uppity snobs who don’t cave to immoral government pressure getting ahead.) A friend of hers who works high up at University of Toronto “hates children and animals”- she’s never going to understand our interests and business pursuits, and doesn’t have a creative bone in her body from what I can see.
It is noteworthy that Kathleen went out and bought herself a silver “Tucson” brand hatchback while my son was going through the whole CAS fraud campaign they tried to write off as a police investigation- a foster mother who held him was a retired police officer- and meanwhile Kathleen tried to steal custody of him, and now she is presently talking about “selling her car” while there is pressure on him by people online to work as a male prostitute. Make of that what you will- my kid, like myself and my daughter, was always an excellent student and wonderful, loyal son.
Only after repeated apprehensions, largely because of Kathleen’s compulsive need to control and lies, and due to off-the charts slander, did he get a little bit moody and yet he is still better behaved than most of the kids who suffer through the public school system. I am sorry but my son will never sell his ass to make you feel superior, Grandma. I realize you hate people like us because we’re not degenerates, and you feel you and your ilk get off on watching us get our due, and I realize it’s taboo to discuss this stuff but then you need to realize that if nobody talks about it, they could start just grabbing people off the street and slaughtering them for their organs like the Chinese are known to do. Not everyone can live the lifestyle you became accustomed to in college- or harbor Spartan ideals. Not everyone is ignorant enough to justify the use of blond people for target practice.
All the health problems Faera developed could have been averted with a simple co-signature on a mortgage. The painful scoliosis, for one. Then she accuses me of “subjecting my children to all this”. We get a bit of money here and there because she feels guilty and she worries I could sue her but back then not even a penny, and Kathleen won’t stoop to ask her husband to intervene for us. I can’t imagine ever not sharing with my kids so I could live the lie of perfection and please peers who couldn’t care less if I died.
Then on top of this, she viciously slanders us to anyone who will listen- lying bold-faced about events that involved a physical assault in her home that she recently admitted took place over the telephone- this selfish behavior further worsening our prospects. She doesn’t want the stress of helping us live out of immediate peril. I feel it only proves what sort of priorities she’s had since the day I met her while she claims to be benevolent. I don’t think you can claim to be able to love someone you can just leave to slowly die in a gas chamber. I am only focusing on this issue because she exploits her ties to the Irish Catholic community to sway political support against us. I don’t want to discredit the Irish Catholics, but if they would act as a group to fulfil the ambitions of such a mother, they can’t be a very reasonable community. Shoving my geriatric grandmother on the floor in her hospital room doesn’t change that, either.
At the end of my wits, on the verge of cardiac arrest and suffocation, I called a private investigator Thursday morning- September 24th, 2016- to inquire as to how I might navigate the situation. I spoke briefly with him and he advised me to call a local supplier of meters to Union Gas and inquire if they knew of any private contractors who might be able to bring in to do some readings.
It is extremely difficult to call for help due to the effects of the gas on top of crippling anxiety from the terrorism associated with this scenario, and various dangerous abuse events we have suffered in the past at the hands of corrupt city officials who allowed local politics to affect their work ethic. There is the sense that so many other people are also cowering in terror- employees of these companies, for instance, are behaving like they fear we will be nuked if they disclose their conspiracy worries. It was a challenge but I bit through it. We make other countries so much money they would never nuke us.
I already knew Union Gas leak detection meters were faulty- the ones I saw were rattling at the seams and looked about 10 years old. It’s easy from the outside- when you are not the one inhaling the gas and suffering the paralysing terror in full knowledge some demented soul dreamed up all of this to “test” you when they themselves would never pass such a test, and nobody has ever been required to pass such a test before no matter how much responsibility is thrust on them. In fact, all the people currently in power are expected to be is degenerate and evidently that’s enough for the general population.
The fact here is these men who are quietly enabling this to play out have never been without their large group and have no idea what isolation is. They go with the flow, they never take risks without backup, but take no issue with thrusting a woman and her kids into that position for them without pay or acknowledgment. The local police show up in droves when you call for a graffiti but want nothing to do with large scale government corruption investigations. I was told to “call a private investigator” when I asked for a Hamilton policeman for help. In any other city, they would have been forced to investigate.
This has been floating around in the newspaper lately and it’s safe to suppose it’s alluding to the gas leak problem because gassing people to death in their homes is sort of a huge deal. It’s not at all paranoid, given what we’ve witnessed, to think maybe there’s an economic motive in this they do not want to disclose because the higher-ups have stock market holdings. I understand many people in the field have been drawn into the stock markets and that is a conflict when it prevents them protecting civilians from homicide. It’s the same conflict that presents when doctors have stocks in pharmaceutical companies.
Most law enforcement officials have no disabilities because then they wouldn’t qualify, and are totally void of compassion towards us, with no understanding how cruel it is to do this to people who are weak from years of torture, much less anyone else for that matter. It would seem some sensitivity training is in order. They are generously compensated even though they are not the best performing students and thus not permitted to attend jury duty due to a pervasive lack of sound judgment in the community. How that plays out during arrests is anyone’s guess. I’ve dealt with frightening behavior from some of these men that suggests they must be sex offenders. It’s not an easy thing to talk about and clearly their female counterparts take very little issue with the culture because you rarely hear anything about it.
What is most disappointing is the fact that a large group of female ministers and police women stood passively by and just let this happen on their watch because they didn’t want to lose their jobs, when I am the only one who has drawn attention to their rights, and the core reason there has been coverage of certain issues in the newspaper. How much do you want to bet a whole bunch of these cops have invested in a company that sells better gas meters? I bet a lot of them also placed bets on whether one of us would die, whether my son would cave to sexual harassment online, whether the building would explode. It certainly wouldn’t surprise me. I’ll leave it to the public to decide how appropriate this behavior is. It makes one wonder who is behind bars…
The representative said he “didn’t feel their meters were strong enough for such investigations”, told me the meters they sold Union Gas didn’t have a specific natural gas detection function…
Anyhow, I called Reed Direct to ask if there is anyone they know of in the area and they said no. The representative said he “didn’t feel their meters were strong enough for such investigations”, told me the meters they sold Union Gas didn’t have a specific natural gas detection function so that even if they were able to detect something they had no way of knowing what sort of gas it might be. He said they just beep when there’s a flammable gas leak of any sort and do not tell you what the leak is.
I did a search for Natural Gas on their site and came up with this meter termed a,“C-383 Combustible Gas Detector”. Sure enough, it doesn’t specify what “combustible gas” it’s detecting. The meters these guys had were also much older than this model and possibly not reliable. The last guy who came over and went into the basement after I called to report strong natural gas odors was beeping a whole lot, then reported zero emissions to his boss at Union Gas.
And I was surprised because he also told me he sells to Union Gas and other gas companies in the area. Those of you following this story understand how suspiciously Union Gas employees and other government- affiliated employees have been behaving throughout this nightmare. That would be because some group of fervent anti-royalists dreamed up this scenario as a “test” of my family’s fortitude. Whispers by the neighbors and dear-in-headlights responses of sympathy and shock from other women of the same class would strongly suggest this is the case.
I can’t make people care about one another- about their own kids, much less a total stranger they’ve never met with different values than them. I can’t lead from behind if it’s a leader you want. I can’t create kid-friendly material with a heap of violent child-predators on my back. I can’t even fucking breathe in the sardine can of a home I shell out $795.00 a month to live in.
And it’s notjust me, is it. There are 18 units in this building, each unit with an average of 2 or 3 residents. Some of them are most likely child-predators, heavy users of pornography, and have values quite opposite my own- and still I do not see people coming to their rescue- so it’s not a political thing, is it. It just goes to show you how foolish large groups of people can be. We’re by and large no better than lambs to the slaughter due to the appalling, systematic erosion of our quality of education. This dumbing down agenda has disarmed us and made us people incapable recognising a life-or-death emergency much less defending ourselves against the most obvious, totally vulnerable of attackers. Heck- I’m not even sure the average reader in this building is making it through to the end of these blog entries.
Furthermore, the economics of this thing are also absurd because all of the money is going overseas- or across the border, and yet some of us derive a pathetic sense of belonging just from the notion that we belong to a large, conspiratorial group of abusive people. Sometimes, people are not even standing at the lineup for the community trough and still they support an agenda that undermines their own health and safety just for the chance to hate in a safe group.
In closing, I wish to thank whomever it was in the immediate neighborhood who screamed out, drunk, at the top of their lungs, “They’ve got heart palpitations, God damn it! I’m going to tell her- I don’t care!!!”
There is no reason why you should not tell me if there is evidence that could save everyone in this building. I will tell you solemnly, sir- if only there were more like you. You can do it anonymously if you are frightened, you can slip evidence into our mailbox and be done with all these horrors.